for nina
I hope my silence did not scare you.
the sky opened tonight and forced calm upon me. These days of goodbyes have been hectic. I did not open your message before today because I knew I wanted to be fully open, vulnerable, ready to recieve your care and love from afar. I felt the warmth again in both hands. Also in my feet this time. Humming somehow. A light from within, five lions next to the bed. I know it all just started. The friendship between you and me and the people we have dear. I will carry this recording with me and use when needed. I went to the bread factory. Guess what: Taha came for my birthday. He landed 3 hours before the night started. It all works in circles. When we hugged goodbye after Guria I also knew that it was not the finale.